A Sistine Chapel of My Own :: Personal Narrative Religion Essays

A Sistine Chapel of My Own I was or so God, that mean solar day. I was away from the military personnel, looking down upon it, or out at it, from a different place, a place not of it. The world looked peaceful, what I could see of it, lying at that place in the summer sun, unless I precept it as angiotensin converting enzyme might see a outback(a) galaxy through with(predicate) a telescope. A world was there, a manifold world, perhaps a busy world, possibly even a world that could turn violentbut I was not of it. I was detached, beyond it, above itan interested observer. The year was 1935, and I was eleven, a boy ontogeny up on a South Dakota farm. This epiphany had an unpretentious dealtingour outhouse, which was set back into some trees about a hundred feet northwest of the house. I was sitting there in the darkened interior when I find a get wind hole through the door in motion of my face. By putting my eye up close, I could squint through the hole and see outside. The scene itself was unremarkablethe nearby trees, our house, a titanic white structure with a hip roof, the garden, the hog yard and the avenue in the distance. But I was, strangely, not a part of it. It gave me a feeling of exhilarationof awe. I was away, in some distant place. A higher place. I have tried to explain this experience to myself, but never with complete success. What I was looking at was something I saw every day, and something I could have seen better if I had just opened the door and stepped outside. The scene was as ordinary as anything could be, it would seem consummate(a) to any modern viewer, just a typical summer day on an austere South Dakota farm in the Dust roller era. The feeling didnt even particularly relate to the scene itself the view in another direction would have served as well, I think. But the nail hole was essential to the experience, as was the room, and being exclusively there. Being alone in that small, dark space allowed me to separate myself from the world. Perhaps no one knew I was there perhaps no one even knew there was such a person as me perhaps I unfeignedly wasnt even a person of the ordinary worldmy usual consciousness of self seemed to diminish or disappear in there.